Never is my wildest dreams did I ever think that I would type those words. I initially read the news on their website on Saturday, January 18. Here’s what was posted:

The screen shot above is somewhat difficult to read unless you click to enlarge it. It says, "UPDATE: Until Thursday, January 16th, 2014, when Toni Tennile met with a DIVORCE ATTORNEY, in Phoenix, AZ, everything relating to THE CAPTAIN & TENNILLE appeared to the public as them being the ideal model for a "rock-solid' married pair. But almost all people naturally evolve over time, & sometimes hidden feelings start to be uncovered when one may read, just a little more into (the popularized, substitute heading appearing just below), stating, for instance: `'MUSIC HAS KEPT THEM TOGETHER." I thought perhaps the site was hacked and someone posted it as a cruel joke. Daryl has always maintained their website so I figured it couldn’t possibly be he who posted this since Toni’s last name was misspelled (one L instead of two). I didn’t want to believe it, I refused to believe it., no one could make me believe it…that was, until January 21 when the media reported it and Daryl confirmed it. My heart sank. Even my rose-colored glasses weren’t enough to make everything look sunny. I went from being shocked to being extremely pissed off. They’ve been married for 38 years. How in the world can she file for divorce after 38 years especially when Daryl has had health problems for the past 5 or 6 years. What the hell?
Just about a week prior to the posting on their blog, there was a segment on TMZ in which they were talking about singers who are still together. Harvey Levin specifically mentioned Captain & Tennille. Who knew that just about a week later, Toni would file for divorce.
I have been a Captain & Tennille fan since May of 1975 when Love Will Keep Us Together hit the charts. I have seen them in concert numerous times and I’ve even had the pleasure of meeting them both on many occasions. In addition to the C&T concerts, I’ve seen Toni in The Rainmaker (5 times) and Victor Victoria (twice) and numerous solo big band performances. I had every album, watched every show, knew everything about them, or so I thought.. Love was supposed to keep them together, forever!
It wasn’t always easy being a Captain & Tennille fan, especially in high school when other kids thought that Toni & Daryl were “uncool.” I never cared what other people thought. Toni and Daryl were my idols. Even back then, there were tabloid rumors of divorce which obviously weren't true. When they celebrated their 20th anniversary in 1995, I thought to myself, "See, they really do love each other."

I've written and rewritten this blog post several times over the past 3 weeks but haven't posted it until now. My first few attempts sounded too angry. I’m getting over the anger because I realize that one, things aren’t always as they seem and two, their divorce is their business and it doesn't change the fact that I still am and always will be a Captain & Tennille fan. I'm sure it will be quite a while before I will be able to listen to any of their CDs though. Sadly, the song “Love Will Keep Us Together" will never sound the same again.
